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I'm not a pickpocket!
". I want to tell everyone around it, and make seeing
him, everyone can hear his words through his funny gestures. England in the market just
to take eyes watching, breathing of markets on Spring, until he returned fatigue
lying on the bed creaking, hand rub clamp flat belly, looked blankly at the
ceiling and roof 's dilapidated old houses attic, to imagine, to dream of a
brighter tomorrow. Poor fellow, his life has undergone many changes in the last fifteen years
... When are crotch grinding on the couch Teachers College auditorium, he has a
beautiful love, and he gave to love it with all my heart. The love you have the name
of a catchy familiar flowers: Le Thi Rose. England and her same school, they block, they both
go way back, so the months that love cute budding romance. Two people at the school,
became two people rowing boat takes students through the river billowing
knowledge, but each paddle a ways apart. Him up the mountain. She islands. Letters couples communicate
with each other, promising, small whisper to, together with the wind kiss,
cattle are slower than old turtle crawling up steep hills, but very precious.
A beautiful
vision, dreaming. A peaceful future. All of them were couples planning a detailed,
accurate calculations by two teachers specializing in mathematics. Just beyond the probation
period is what black ink on white paper, in ideas, or in my dreams will come
true ...
Suddenly, his mother died.
He so down,
back to the subject of mourning in indescribable pain. She heard the slow, also
please leave unexpectedly to about incense cry taken. The two met in the sad
situation, should not say anything more, just holding hands to transmit energy
that stand between volatility than pity. Then only, split each one reclining with his
appointment vague. You feeling down other since. Joy, confidence from the classroom teaching, from
the moment teaching the students naive in the mountain forest gloomy, was not
enough to make him relief from the pain of loss is bearing the name of the flat
: orphaned mother. His father died in a traffic accident when he was three. The rest of his body only
his mother and his brother gruff rude. She also no longer, he has at his seemingly
unbearable. But he gradually regained consciousness, was eased to alleviate the
bitter burning in the mainland covered the five organs after he bumped Events
Center. It was
a Sunday afternoon free time, he strolled the streets around the area "
stone dog food, chicken salt
", with the sole purpose for the relief through the
tedious empty now.
He lost in the net loss on halfway up the mountain
of the monks practice Zen monk. From the date of the coast to meet her precious,
free whenever you navigate to a net loss of mental events to listen to the
teachings, to broaden their knowledge, and also to learn and practice the "Limit
Break "Removal prevent suffering is effective immediately. I'm a little excited to
discover a strange new way, the news from his brother's letter the city sent up
to know: parents leave home for two brothers went to the right property of
others.
Brother has a short half giant to except a debt due
to consecutive loss of the soccer World Cup. Also about the golden tree,
his "cute" was sent to the neighbors kept a portion for his brother two trees,
and then spread the remaining bags, which was born umbilical Close plucking her
as a left wandering Wanderer, no appointment dates back ... Again, the sky is
falling on top, ground subsidence beneath him. He would leave the city,
receiving the meager assets divided sure that crying vivid, then back up the
mountain with a mental instability. He collapsed completely, start get into the
restaurant where alcohol relief, no longer interested in teaching, life is not
about trust, to contact with Rose, and suddenly very afraid of mental events,
such as drug demons in the book!
What also came, he was the managing board of
discipline, decided to pay him back for the Department of Education for
processing the blame alcohol matted moral teacher, taught not to teach and
parent complaints complaints so far. He is not a word to Petersburg, knowing themselves
completely wrong, like a train has deviated from the track, with severe
discipline also unjustly nothing. British school pack up and leave the place, look for
walks before dense translucent which ê screened interrupted. Must go back to town
vanity. But
before lowering painted city, fortunately, are you brave enough to visit the
Event Furnishings offers a sound mind called thanksgiving initiation point lead.
He was
Professor hold true again 3 day fasting grounded, listen to the ground in the
air, and hear a story about art herd through the old crumpled spurious books
called " Cross Section bull map
" ( ten paintings herd) of Zen Buddhism Mahayana.
After three
days and three nights to hear the explanation, comprehend the underlying
metaphor of the ten picture looks very foot home that was extremely profound
sublime, me somewhat provinces soul, with much sadness and so thick his wife
torment, my sister back to the plane under the mountain.
"Pendant", the words that he heard people used to
joke when we talk about a teacher who lost his job, did not expect to fall on
his own fate. It's a huge shame that he had bent to bring about urban place.
He accepted
its Corinthians lifting as to punish themselves, but also because of the shame
that he did not dare touch with someone you love is devoted to training outside
the remote islands. He fled her, fled to avoid telling the truth, bitter acrid, sour, rather
flee than a lie, because he never lied to her, whether they are lying for fun.
He fled she
started with an adventure others real needs shelved in the backpack in relation
to a model, as the hidden one unforgivable sin. He drifted through the
construction, irrigation, rubber with white hands, squeeze decent labor to trade
pieces of rice and clothes through the month. He went under the line of
life is like water hyacinth floating on the river, all in China, all the Central
Highlands of East
Most memorable time over a year, he stopped at a
village temple to stand on a wooden platform for teaching poor students in the
classroom and love. Then because of the rice shirt frustrating, did you pack up and go
infinite, back with shovels hammer washed, sun rain ranges beam on the canal
runs along the foot of the mountain, the pumping station is located on the banks
of the peaceful river, the imposing massive grow house in the heart of the urban
buzz ... Back to turn back, he was startled to see more than ten years have
passed. Ten
years cowardly fled, not the slightest contact with Rose, he was familiar with
the night is grater forehead reflecting worries about tomorrow, and sleepless
recollection of the past ... I was suddenly not also fear Rose gaip, but also
desire reunited with her, two hungry even though poor, though have ragged
injuries, he still wants to be with someone you love, may die eyes satisfied.
And as she has
peace of surface furnished with full of happiness, he was happy for her, because
she deserves it. But I can not find any clues about her in his free time he returned to
the old place.
Is, in a single accident, you get used to a decent
educated family, right at home once he has many years left, through the
introduction of the boss of the construction consortium. Know "soldiers" that used
to be a teacher, has a good moral, industrious hard work, Mr. Chairman,
introduced him to tutor for two children's biological sister, a very rich in
mixed populated areas. He was in the care of a private lodging nearby, on
two sessions tutoring for two students both naughty and dark mind. Exit the trees hoes and
shovels, he to himself, so that his gong with tutoring for two years, then ...
pulled. He
shall not said two pupils stubborn Li and sassy, resigned, and the bus jobs
porters money the date, and to pay for lodging. A few months, he fell ill,
had chest pain ie back, breathing hard labor is urgently want off slightly to
death. He quit
his job, the motel is run under unemployment feared, and most fear is the
landlady asked money month. From the deadlock. New Year is coming anymore.
Who also wish
to live if the fall in his circumstances? But he is not afraid of life has nothing to lose
anymore.
It was the time seemed like a stalemate, he remembers to mental events, remember to study herd fun and magic. Buffalo found the mark, see buffalo, buffalo, buffalo, buffalo riding home, forget the buffalo, the buffalo are forgotten, back to the roots, and the hand on the dog.
I remember only vaguely the meaning of each picture
herd, for too long not utopian review, but I still remember what it meant last
paintings " hand in the market
" that the events Tam explained very or , very
attractive, very good. Teacher in the tenth picture of
"Cross Section bull map"
closed net loss, cane down waiting bowls dive, holding elected alcohol, portable
carp tail to the right to find the life ru drinking a jubilant smoke match for
fun. An
course. Self
at very afraid. Zen Master into the realms Ma. In the pure Ma to bless Ma, instructive to force her
soul, not in order to drink out world. Enlightened Zen master then, into the realms But
then, dare to into realms which an application to the forgive fully onion, so he
can drink alcohol, just like drinking a cup of tea, eating fish also, just eat
tofu like chao. But as his life, and many others in the realm of this ceiling rose, there
stood a barrier of Buddha to natural realm of thousands of miles, The hands into
realms that are close together, with water that it photography into Ma not
always very helpful! I understand that, knowing he will never be like the teacher, but at
least he learned how to hand on the dog free access, just hold down the "Buddha
Nature" in his tight manner, then try to imitate it said to measure weight close
count his bravery.
He tried once hand on the dog, take a few ten step, cold, backed feet, good cold sweat shirt back, to see that everyone is looking at me with eyes filled with vigilance. Alas ... not right is not right, for two hands to two pockets hurry! You the province mind, "treatment" and that he is just an ordinary guy keep electronic, torn shirt Slim archives, so they do not have role-staged holy transcendence suffering more and more suffering. He rushed for two hands in his pocket soon after, to find the calm that followed entered the bustling Tet. What the New Year before he would do so. Three days, everyone is bored him out into the streets, on Tet straight to admire, to breathe, and then lying ... Now, I just go. You go between sprawling and place the drive of the subtle smell of hundreds of thousands of items. You go to forget the past and for the countless hours the hollow of a sudden guys will eat sitting. He stood in front of the flower, the up and down lines, busy here you go. He stood back, the line pushed him away. Stood up, pushed away, stood up, pushed away ... then he laughed when he was standing, seated before her jam cake stalls of a leather flower pollen smiling brightly. " Buy jam!. " He smiled, a smile Meu face look pathetic, and then shook his head very softly. Natural hands he then told each other underground snuggled deeper into the pocket. He looked at her sales to want to explain: " I did not test her loaded jam to eat it, do not worry! ". Suddenly, he raised his eyes, feet buried in the ground seems to have up to the knees . In front of him, her sales are stared up, his face filled with horror. "He? Are you there? ". He shuddered when recognizing a familiar voice on. Choked province provinces dreamed a dream, and he nodded. Very cautious nod of him was enough to make her sale of a group of people up. , Rose is her he old days, luynh Quynh climb down from the stands, walked with him, from hair to toe him, and sobbed: "I find him since then, more than fifteen years ... Why do not always go evasion? Why do not you go away from your life? ". He touched, shrugged says: "I also find you through the years, and getting lost is always right, this is not his anymore!." She put her hands on his shoulders, lay back, asking repeatedly: " What's your wife? His wife and children there? Married? Family? ". Britain curtly: "Single!". Instead she asked, "Really?", but she remembered that he had never lie, so she said: "I'm ... too . And became old daughter also because of him ! ". English ROM ROM tears, do not know what to say ... There are four or five people to stop at her stall to buy jam cake. She laughed welcome, his eyes, said: "selling jam with me, me!". He hesitated a moment, then came to, suddenly awakened, as the teacher has to explore a Zen koan.'s been a while before her, his hands pulled out of the bag between the markets. He pulled them out of the suffocating darkness in a prison slightly hobbled smoothly. Arms down. Ten buffalo picture out there to start each one. And, a he started weight jam for her side with both hands grabbed recaptured a lost love spring through ... END=VIETNAMESE TRANSLATE ENGLISH BY THICH CHAN TANH.MHDT.WORLD VIETNAMESE BUDDHIST ORDER=VIETNAMESE BUDDHIST NUNS=GOLDEN LOTUS MONASTERY=AUSTRALIA,SYDNEY.24/10/2012.NAM MO SHAKYAMUNI BUDDHA.( 3 TIMES ).
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