Dear Teachers, Dear Friends:
When he was teaching this station, I felt very
confused and embarrassed to see most of the bottom row are all seniors, by her
master. First of all please explain why a school
mites unfinished et I also like to talk radio instructor
with you? This is due to a patient so I often tell the story of this patient and say
why this person has helped me understand the various issues. We often have to pay a high
price could understand a saying in business, sometimes just a simple verse.
She is new for some thirty years old, colon cancer. When she came to hospital
keep crying alone. At that time I set the new doctor of oncology, new pathological view that
she had surgery twice but recurrent cancer is back, just as incurable.
She was crying the language should say no more, damage is not know how,
want to ask the doctor to his patient's condition. Today I went to shift out to
visit her sick room and also a brief introduction by the way some Buddhist legal
for her to know. not listening to her surprise, emotion, opened his eyes and said
loudly:
"Why so long no one told me about this? Why do I have lived thirty
years filled with trouble and about to leave until I heard the Dharma
".
But only a few short sentences, but it seemed to
pierce my heart puncture.
Then she burst into tears and I cried, cried a great
restlessness. At the time The old snow hides the (old lay Binh Ly South) is in the
world and lectures on Wednesday each week. Every day when I would
finish my work at the hospital to talk to and comfort patients, except on
Wednesday and not go to hear lectures Tuyet Cong. I found every Wednesday she
was very happy to lecture prepared to say: "I also hope you can follow
(lectures) but unfortunately no chance." I replied, "In the future
she will also have opportunity to be. " Eventually, she was going
to listen to business, to lecture at the library Avatamsaka From Quang I saw her
sitting in the front few rows.
But half of the lecture she just hug and cry and go
belly on, calm her pain severe complications, so she too could not continue
listening experience.
At that time I suddenly realized was an open
question in all sutras:
' Supreme profound
Abhidhamma.
Ba nan natural things I realized
life.
Written opinions obtained needle life falls
over.
May explain the true meaning Tathagata '
.
Because of her influence so from that day onwards I
was not afraid to understanding their crude, always trying, more active, and
want me quickly introduce the key people in the Dhamma [the I understand],
speaking for the masses know the happiness that can bring Buddhism to the
people. This happiness is not money to buy, who steal can not get lost.
In any case, and the scene world and no matter how people use the concept
'blessed' or 'painting' in the world to measure the feelings of happiness, in
the interior of us are always full of peace, happiness, and fresh
morning.
I asked the lay people in the communes studied
Buddhist sutras title or what in this course, I replied that Xu is discussing
'Bat Dai Nhan Business Sense'.
sure anyone came across this business and can I had
memorized. Article enlightenment first
are:
' The world is impermanent,
fragile level, four great sufferings, in warm-self, birth and death forever, not
damaged puppet master ...
'.
It is known by heart, but most of us do not believe
so. The Buddha said the world is suffering, impermanence, but you feel very
happy human world! Every morning wake up coffee cake, ..., looked up, oh welcome in the sky
and white clouds, so that the happy life that! If only so often, but the
time passed so quickly.
Suppose a certain time, story challenges audiences
as onset occurs, you will not see the sun in white clouds, blooming not see,
your heart will not feel happy anymore. Here I would like to tell a
few stories that I had seen it when work at the hospital. In these stories, each
patient are my teachers, everyone told me a path which the Buddha said in the
scriptures, they sealed (prove) the Buddha teaching, they make me believe
wholeheartedly believe Buddha and the Buddha said that 'people say truth, never
lie.'
Many patients ask me: "Doctor, how old this
year".
I replied: "Thirty-two years
old."
Another question: "Doctor married yet?
I do for tomorrow. "
I asked them: "Her life was happy,
right?"
Curiously, no one who answers is 'yes' before!
So one day I met a patient with cervical cancer, each patient visits are
beautiful makeup losses, damages apply red lipstick, nail painted hands and feet
are very beautiful. finished her vet wanted to do for me tomorrow. She
said:
"I work at the hospital I Quoc Thai, who was polite
decorum."
I asked her: "She lost a very happy,
right?"
She said: "Yes, my husband treated very well; their
children are very curious, very affluent homes."
Thus it is happy, congratulations to her.
She was the only one to say we are happy, as happy gium her loss.
's because when the patient entered the hospital often cry and
lament,
"Doctors do not know, I had to borrow money from
people to visit here sick, children no fun at all";
Or, "Ah, no one at home ignored; take too long sick
people did not care anymore."
Nor visit: "My three dinner
yet?".
Or, "Since I suffer this disease, my husband is
always away."
Largely fall into this category, but not identical
circumstances entirely similar content; only damage is lucky she is to be happy.
But over a short time later, the nurse said as reported surprise that she
committed suicide. The nurse said: "In her report, published information was picked up from
the river .... She left home at the end of the year goes on, and then committed
suicide."
I asked: "She was very happy, very
happy, why commit suicide".
Ladies and gentlemen, we think about how much love
at that time of husbands do not want to change the mind of her suicide?
Why the piety of the children did not drag her back? Why money does not buy the
peace of mind? loving husband and children for a few pious is impossible to replace the
pain on her body. A beautiful woman so why not run away from home and finally hike to jump
into the dark water? Maybe because before that she felt life is too beautiful, not tasting the
flavor of the suffering, she did not know the 'world impermanent, the fragile ',
so the mind is not prepared psychologically, faced a challenge in my life not
stand, without the' vaccine 'to prevent being, there is no resistance, suffering
itself is not so new element.
very sorry I had not previously been introduced
Buddhism to change her perception of clarity and direction, towards Di
Da.
The suffering people would probably think: 'It's
only a minority, very few people commit suicide.' Damage to commit suicide a
lot, I work in oncology, if not day to meet patient suicide the day after the
day it must be very good, very rare! Damages, each day I have
often heard saying: 'I should die sooner the better. " When people wish good
health and the care that unable to get it usually will commit suicide.
At night in the hospital I had to go deal with this suicide.
Not that they intentionally did not want to live but too sick suffering
should not know how to take more
containers.
There are also people who are not born for death
need not complete, lying groans.
There is a sick stomach intact below the cancer
sores all, surgery and doctors have made a temporary anus on the abdomen, but
no way to be cured. substance secreted in the gut leak straight out. room at the third floor,
second floor heard from flying to the smell. Not that this is nothing
special but anyone we encounter in this case are the same. When caring for her mother
were reluctant to use a cloth to cover your mouth and nose. Every day she wanted to
commit suicide but did not see the opportunity. One day occasion she went
to the market to buy breakfast, she sat up my best fried, climbing through the
window from the third floor of the hospital jumped. Just in time to the
children about, saw me quickly run to for help her. she jumped into the outcome
is not dead but injured.
capital is now too painful even more injured, in
pain every day can not be described, not for birth, death need not complete;
network not all suicides are not dead. Whether suicide gone,
forever damnation in the six paths of reincarnation, the endless suffering
repeated back!
The poet Rabindranath Tagore said:
' Birth of sight down the
flowers, their beauty, such as collecting monthly e
'
(Living at beautiful summer flowers, beautiful as the moon at death
fall)
.
You wanna live like beautiful summer flowers are
probably also not hard, but want to die beautiful as the autumn moon, they must
strive to prepare new sophisticated! do now have many critics
who study the Buddha and said: " Ah, so talk to your preferred 'dead' popular
talk 'death' too, seems to have despised all my life. In life there are many
things to do, especially those who practice the Pure Land like you, on any day
of 'Amitabha Buddha', preparing for rebirth in the West, it's too negative. "
In fact our life is like a dragon drawing process, each drawing each
color identity are important.
at death as well as the final drawing dragon eyes.
at birth are important at death, no drawing can be sloppy.
Buddha Recitation is good mind at least, positive make life and death are
at a good even fine (best).
Speaking from the earlier to say now but not on
today's main theme: 'Listen to the song of the River Ganges. "
Several years ago I had the opportunity to go over and sit in a boat to
India along the Ganges river.
At the heart I was very calm; sound on every river
billowing rebellion as it felt like walking in the water 'birth and death' ....
When listening to this sound which I heard the sound of children
children, the adults, there cry, with laughter. ... All these sounds mixed
together into a universal moral question my commission, 'Amitabha Buddha'.
You look at pictures of the river Ganges, each undulating waves, ghosts
of your own, of relatives, friends, sunset, birds flying and hovering clouds in
the horizon, all these shadows into harmony with each other as rivers 'life
force'. They let us see images and listen to this song the Ganges, from the song
'samsara of the Ganges' till the song' Buddha's enlightenment. "
For us rivers Ganges is a very familiar because of economic Buddha used
the term 'sand of the Ganges' to visualize the meaning 'boundless'.
In the 'Ganges' is the life we are all swimming across the river
....
The boat just went ahead and passed a place used for
cremation in the river.
burial custom of the Indian dead simple, they do not
need the coffin just wrapped cloth and bring back the bodies burned in river,
until she is no exception Gandhi (her national flag used to cover).
The rich have enough firewood to fire would burn into ash and then
brought out into the river.
The poor little burned through a speaker and bring
the body out into the river.
When I came across a boat sitting dead burned this
place, under the ashes even spotted a leg is not darkened burned to ashes.
We try to get a leg is missing half of one ? Not so long ago that it
also has very soft skin and embrace his mother's womb. there sometime this leg
walking on green grass, there would be a lot of youth want to close it .
Then as time went by it began to dry and hardened when the its age.
Ultimately then it turns into a half-burned legs, dark, beneath the
ashes. After some time it will turn into a pile of sand in the Ganges.
Once again let us look at pictures and listen to the song of the River
Ganges. These images of India but also can be ours
again!
There was a day he usually loves to eat betel,
smoking, alcohol consumption and cancer later in her mouth. When to visit the hospital
the cancer has spread, sores in the jaw and cheek holes. sores that any drainage and
again, when he was eating the food will fall out. Whether he drink wine
before him like the most is very painful, and pain on eating betel as'
swallowing hot iron. "
His muscular body is gradually emaciated due to not
eating; we have to insert a tube from the nose very food to your stomach.
His wife was very sorry and said before the couple they quarrel every
opportunity. She said: "Okay, he insulted me he would be oral cancer, I planned for
his oral cancer. who suspect him mouth cancer, who suffer the most is I; in addition to
wound care trade for him, went around him for a doctor for treatment, but have
to worry about money to cover losses is suffering ... no way to describe it. "
If women know they are suffering now will appreciate at an early healthy
and also said: "When he insulted me, I would rather go a hundred O Lord Buddha
bless him, invited him to eat delicious, I do not use the word evil to tru
him."
Together they recite the Buddha's compassion in
light of the Buddha's wisdom is better not quarrel or what? Unfortunately, we usually
get to choose the treatment method of causing suffering to another; not sick at
the wear jewelry abuse this body, then it's time to bring back sick land Coal
Coal sky. I hope that we in the treatment of conditions like this is short, use
compassion sincerely treat each other; anger ie only create resentment path full
of thorns suffering ahead.
He enjoyed fishing; at hand bearing betel, wine,
fishing and going to the river, he felt very excited. But when mouth cancer are
sores all new shock herself with the province, you know the feeling when the
fish hooks pierced mouth.
For mouth sores, he said it was difficult, and I
take care of his wound, Fried said his pain and regret those words this feeling
for a little while before the temporary pleasures that cause suffering to the
fish; that pain now goes back to him, as well as pain when the mouth is hard
holes, when the mouth to swallow food like my throat is burnt, is stabbed with a
knife, the pain too well to struggle flailing like fried fish to bite their best
to escape the hook. He taught me a lesson that does not go forgotten memory, just as 'silk
trench no causality wrong!'.
There poem as
follows:
Opening the lives of the population born
Japan remains the most humiliating original
packaging
We strongly recommend opening the bird
spent
Death in the Middle outlook form
provided.
(Networks do not despise material weakness
Meat, skin, his bones as other expenses!
Do not shoot the bird on the other branches
Young birds in the mother was looking for)
There is an oral cancer and I also have surgery to
remove cancer cells in the cheek.
This surgery is complex, have divided several times
to complete, must be cut to cover the breast skin incision in the cheek , and
requires a lot of stamina.
At night when I go weeks the patient room, I saw
your eyes open sports I lie staring at the ceiling, and then late that night had
I not been sleeping; cold night air, tears of a doctor is very cold, dreary; we
have to do to comfort the sick this? Uncle is waiting for a
second surgery but did not survive to the final surgery. Perhaps we often wait to do a job but not sure what
it can survive until then, so good things do come quickly, for Buddha to
meditate now !
Now take care of people with oral cancer, I
sometimes think I have genital sores in the mouth is very painful, especially
when the foods are very caustic burning, sores alone wound of the jaw people,
when drinking cold water must also be painful to run. When we opened his mouth to
say not only elegant in six seconds to say a sentence that sentence that makes
the listener painful life, and when its effect is out, as well as those
suffering with cancer this function! Trau and alcohol can bring
us a little momentary pleasure but also bring pain relief can not bring disease
into the body. We we must be careful, a brief moment of joy go
through very quickly, the time of the pain of a long day in bed sick as a
hundred years
!
Clinic patient No. 1 and No. 2 of the hospital with
an interconnecting door automatically. One day I noticed a few
women around fifty years old located in room 1. She had breast cancer and
need a drug but told labor insurance not paying for this drug so sick she had
pain in addition to earning money to cover medical expenses; crying because she
would not tolerate the pressure too great. At that time the two rooms
she has a new three Ten years old and also had breast cancer, hear about her
party should take all the money room in a bag and told me: "Ask your doctor to
give her in the next room."
she said, sobbing: "We I will suffer the same this
suffering. " I was deeply moved and praised Bodhisattva spirit of her selflessness, I
understood her plight while she deprivation than other lots. her young child should have
to send people gium was adopted, her husband's salary is very low, the
uninsured, max out your savings have to pay hospital and dissect.
When she was referred to hospital for radiation therapy, she Calculator
default fate nudges the healing and not because there is no money, but when she
saw the words on the wall: ' Whether a doomsday
tomorrow, tonight I also have full lotus growing in the
garden 'new thinking should
again, went home loan cheeks, continue healing and keep him
alive.
She said: "Birth is impermanent and network losses
are more painful challenge, but I can not afford anything but my greatest wish
is a little hope to do my best and help those who ally Early-suffering them to
be happy. " I was deeply moved; two whom had cancer but who are suffering sadness,
while a person who is escaping her the ball, help, comfort, and wipe the tears
for others, develop their potential; while living each day to plant a lotus,
lotus ponds gradually raw fragrant. Just think of serious
diseases require much stamina and how much torment; if brought this torment
languish in exchange for his life suffering is very unfortunate that not
why not 'pure lotus flower' in their minds, even just a smile, then as
well as charity, can make themselves and others are fun! There question is: '
Just a thought arises compassion, disabilities were helpless sick are not
afraid !
'
There is a new six-year-old boy with cancer Three
clinical route (lymphatic cancer), major new time had to go through so much
suffering. Each of the children of white blood cells up the doctor to inject a drug
side effects are vomiting.
The make me happiest is when white blood volume
drops too low, low to the point can not be chemotherapy, doctors fear too low
levels of white blood cells are more susceptible to infection infection can be
dangerous to the lives, and for me each time so happy as the children in prison
were released, could temporarily 'immunity from execution'! She said to me: "Every day
except watch TV they also watch TV. " The child should they be
better off in a separate sick room. She said, "I almost married
her then; she invited me to 'hold cotton baby' in her wedding.
It I could spend the better growth could be, but most can not know it? "
This is the speech of a child six years old, is doing damage to the
listener is not from pity.
Sometimes I sit in injection waiting room to wait,
before you are happy to bring toys to it, but then recalled to the door
'suffering close to, near the start then' penguin inspired so soon.
Sometimes I put clenching own hands to find a blood vessel and said, "Get
this place going." Sometimes I would not go away hiu also very sad, I did not cry out hours,
just crying softly, wet rate mi.
For the first time come to withdraw blood from the
ear they were crying out for two hours. suffered far too many
times, who knew I was crying or fussy it does not help anything so I was very
brave to endure. Damage a baby is too pitiful. In life we do not want to grow old, they must short
life (premature death), if not stillborn, then get old!
There are a few new thirty-year-old has nasal cancer
in the last period. Usually if what age thirty have died, perhaps you say very short life.
But she is only thirty years has done little for the home her feel more
unbearable. husband was not with concern with concern for her child should have
resigned and again, and so should have lost work. Both houses fall into
complete destitution and to the Assembly Tzu Chi for help. Association agree Tzu her a
tremendous amount to help pay for her hospital. Cheeks should she wait too
long lament, "Why not take too long but the money back. Long time! " .
I said: "Not where we owe her. Money is saved by members,
spend tons of money to eat, bring compassion to help people. They do not see her suffer
merciless, not everyone is rich Where nothing. " She sighed out!
not have to worry about money again! The family atmosphere was
too oppressive. Patients also not safe to continue living, she worried about her mother
was too tired to say: "You why not blood and died for, harm suffered by one of
us." Her husband was suffering too often asked me: "She was 'lasts' very long
now". I said, "Please do not use the word 'long' are not live a day in this life is
very precious loss, relative maize a day damage is rare. " If you just focus on the
pain and noticed a dark spot in his life , even if no disease is also known as
'extended' lives. If positive thinking about good things, even very difficult life is worth
living well. If you appreciate life, thirty years older than fifteen longevity, age is
also doubled, compared to six years old when longevity is more than five
times.
Hearted can improve the transport network
. new friends I have some thirty years of age, bone cancer, the first
surgery had a total of twenty times. After a stop arterial
bleeding should not have to saw off a legs. her life was more difficult
due to the aforementioned but know how to apply Buddhist teachings, taking care
to treat each other grateful, my family and live longer happier when not
sick.
She told me: "I am very lucky, I lost a leg but
could hear the Dharma.
If not hear they do not know how to create a career
criminal, subject to much suffering. "
Her husband waited outside the operating room
through surgery twenty times, you know her husband's mood this?
He supported her care as a bodhisattva, not complaining at all.
After learning Buddhism law, her crutches and her husband brought cooking
for people with ill and advised them of Buddha. I make an appointment with
her: "You recite the Amitabha Sutra and together we walk up the mountain to bow
helpfulness to those who had cancer. " So along with her whole
family learned, I learned to elementary school she told her: "My mother
memorized economic Amitabha not a wrong word for mother in child hundred bonus
"; her at home by doing crafts or just learned Buddhist concept, to pay at
the post for everyone to hear.
By day she learned of all sutras, she said, "Both my
house from when ever not happy like that day. " Even the baby bonus and
wages earned during the time she has been learned four thousand dollars, she
brought the entire offering to the Three Jewels. Because they want to go up
the mountain every night when I have any sleep, she had practiced Lord Buddha.
If you use a pin to see her you will feel the Lord Buddha to tears.
husband was trying to raise money to make her an artificial leg.
She said: "If he could raise ten thousand dong, please give me money for
my charity; because one leg is enough to use it. " She just two crutch and
say, "I'm not missing a leg on the contrary I balance one leg."
When she said this is when cancer cells have spread to the lungs should
have surgery and treatment chemical materials again. pink and her facial
expressions often big smile, many of them fresh longer than those without
disease. She said: "My family is not rich yet but now there is nothing more fun
before leg amputated at not more. " The Buddhist concept soon
was able to live life in the Pure Land, the happy atmosphere of harmonious daily
life.
As most human cancers, she could not avoid serious
economic deprivation, having invited her to open the salon games for children
can earn lots of money.
She said: "I want to try husband this should
deliberately bring her husband's advice. " She was glad when he said:
"We are the Buddha, scared child has fascinated video game, how can hurt other
people's children . "
I admire this couple, but in difficult circumstances
but they still have very noble act. There are many families
because of economic difficulties should not fall into complete darkness, whereas
Her family thanks ill that may be directed to the Buddha, take obstacles into
his hard fragrant lotus flowers, very worthy example for
others.
There is a function of oral cancer have surgery to
remove cancer cells have to remove the bones and lower jaw. Your doctor must cut the
skin on the chest to cover operating room and he reluctantly became no lips.
He could not eat, can only drink soup or liquid food. He could not eat like
ordinary people, must lie down to eat, otherwise the food will be shed.
Since there is no environment for him not so have something 'shut up'.
Just look how these people fry their best to endure and fight off
disease; there are times when I wondered why I was luckier than them?
While the subject who suffer so they can attempt to pass; though their
circumstances and the mood is different and look different lives, but they all
believe deeply what the Buddha said. When I explained Buddha
taught the young people, many dry when it comes to my throat but they did not
always believe, but for those who are suffering in the hospital, do not say
anything, just ask: "Irritability, suffering ".
They replied: "Very frustrating, very
painful".
I said, " Buddha said the world is
full of suffering, be thought Amitabha, mind toward bringing clarity, the
fun-suffering . "
They did not add any more questions immediately
started to recite Amitabha Buddha. wonder new sentence: '
Cross the three Buddhas were taken eight of teachers suffering
' .
Suffering is the best teacher, but we must why wait
until now?
More of the same function of oral cancer, he was
blind, cancer cells have developed to the neck. yellow water constantly
flowing down from his cheeks.
I told his bride: "At home I do not know how much
spray perfume do not smell this away. " then I heard her in
particular: "I saw her husband leads her three visits sick, she was a dutiful;
care for cancer is suffering, but the Buddha has said: ' For eight field of merit,
to care for the sick is a first class field of merit
'. If she committed to his care, making the old man is happy, natural
blessings will be immeasurable.
Someday we too will grow old, to be born sick, we
treat the elderly like, also, our children will imitate to treat us.
We have to notice, whether a very small action words that, too, have
mercy and pity for the sick.
Patients do not want to have the same smell.
Today one of the three or four people will have a cancer, if the That is
what I can not take no smell and they were reluctant to do so that, if she can
tolerate a bit, she will have good fortune.
"
Because he was blind so doctors often ask very
technical condition: "Sick of I really like? loss doctor told me to
walk, no nothing. What I worry most is now my child is a child not get married. "
Ah, it is true that the infinite sorrow, a serious disease that do not
concern yourself, to care for 'children not
married'!
When a person does not have the capacity to care for
oneself, the damage can not afford and what measures to take care of others.
If the sea does not pass their suffering, how could he help other people
and help them overcome the suffering sea
.
There is a chest in patients with dragon and tiger
tattoos, make before the gang something. Since oral cancer fails
onwards he began to sincerely repent. He said: "I lost sere "not
a word of reproach, sincere repentance, to help other patients, to paddle for
charity. Through many tribulations circumstances eventually passed
...
I have often heard patients lament: "All my life I
am not evil, where there where harm anyone, just as it did not have his eyes;
why I was sick to suffering like this?". word makes me think damage
not think so? There is no damage to the evil? If so, then we are all
saints. View Buddhist teachings, from small to large we as satisfactory, just
happening to be angry, open mouth, yelling. Because no desire to eat
something into account lost her chickens, pigs do not care to a particular birth
mortality. not honestly say, not actively working, often disobeyed parents, and so
on. All quotes are not without greed, hatred, ignorance dominates.
person I knew growing mustard seed wealth slight improvement at the plant
will not grow smaller.
At yet retribution spot them might even say bad
people, or say while angry offend others, dare to invite guests to eat seafood.
When is the last known consequence unbearable suffering, the time was a
new passion for wish to spend karma.
Kham Venerable Quang said:
" Must be physical, verbal,
that eliminated basic idea of karma
. "
In other words when taking food, think of a carp,
catfish is also a living being that compassionate Buddhas ten directions; said
that, there is also his brothers, Buddhas are merciful, cheek it is looking
forward to it; as having something to be angry, but because they understand that dreams
are illusory, so no more consciousness of anger. Fasting verbally not want
people thinking that they are beings Amitabha Buddha Day night and expected to
lead to salvation; they also have karmic ties and there is suffering, so
transfer mind to think of Buddha and Buddhist concept.
If I can change in a positive way, not language,
actions, habits make sense of the obstacles, the karma will be eliminated,
suffering because of illness also need compassionate mind finely resolve and
declining.
I met a school teacher, he was an extraordinary
patient. Every time I walked bed of suffering are used to explore learning in mind
to observe them. When he entered the hospital, the cancer has spread to bone marrow life,
pushed to the nerves so his legs could not move anymore. Over time, the use of
radiation therapy may be reluctant to walk on crutches; right next to the toilet in
his bed for a great distances.
He used to strive very hard to be able to sit up and
went to the toilet; even though his body was very weak, but his eyes were very
spiritual. He said it was difficult because nerve in brain cancer.
When not asleep his eyes closed, and then always broken leg bone.
While severe ill so he said: "Unfortunately, now I can not teach
anymore!" (he was a very enthusiastic professor teaching students).
He said: "Having experienced the pain of this illness makes me more about
life, understand the suffering of people, I will be more loving care of my
students; very sorry that I did not get the chance again. " I said, "He is a very
respected professor, only to see his aspirations of being sick so they know" .
He strives from the bed to sit up but can only head up three inches.
We immediately sat up at sitting up. He strives to both drenched
in sweat shirt just 'close' to sit up be, but he was delighted and said: "Today
I can move a distance like this."
For me, when he sat up about 30 to 40 degrees even
more admirable athletes in the Olympic long jump Association.
In addition to a physical struggle that he also
wishes to continue teaching and to continue to care for students.
People often we complete each day mentally healthy but often trivial
calculation to bring negativity to yourself; we often complain of work in the
workplace, the energy capacity without a good story. He was a pain patient lying
on the bed but have aspirations to go back teaching to care more for student
teaching. But he could not do that, but the sincere wish of his vast brought
teaching him to become permanent stations professor of thousands of
people.
There is a tongue cancer is in the final period.
cells from tongue cancer has spread to both lower jaw.
At first there may be strong to stand on their own, then have two rails
on either new party to be, and wheelchair, and eventually could not move
anymore. yellow water from dripping out the cancer Hoai; every time I change drugs
he used to ask: "Why is growing so ". He does not speak clearly;
when I wash instead of medication for his wound, his eyes looked like I was
being asked: "Do not know I could heal the sick is not dead I'm close to not? "
The mood of fear that is the picture of 'birth and death on the
Ganges'.
When being confronted with the birth and death,
everyone was very lonely, fear, terror. Even a few years and eighty
mothers huddled in my heart also cried like a baby ... One day I to my lectures
and go across the street, TH
The sun was very cold, butcher deer on the road
recently opened. I passing motorist saw three deer standing close nestled in a cage.
of the eyes deer is familiar, much like the eye of the patient lying in
hospital, like they're saying: "I was dying, right? Quick, quick to deliver me;
no matter what drugs, what method ... " Poor three deer.
Please drop them off!
Drop them on the forest goes! Once they stopped breathing
there is no way I could get it running again, come quickly for van owners please
do not kill them!
When I look back across and bought some deer go free
birth. When we heard the owner wanted to bring the deer to liberating life, feel
moved to say: "I am raising deer, so love them, never kill harm them.
But because of economic difficulties today were reluctant to sell them as
meat, I was heartbroken. "
After hearing I was very moved, being productive of
life have their report suffering a sudden brain makes it so. fact everyone has Buddha
nature; this is why the Buddha Amitabha is always forgiving, merciful, wait
until we have a thought turned back to clarity. We I buy them provides
complete deer three jewels of refuge and release into the forest, hoping that
they will not get caught again, and also pray for those who may hunt bodhicitta,
having predestined good job can be changed career, ending close to industry from
suffering further notice.
Patients often to a catfish or carp in the water in the pot or pan under
the bed or on a table to eat for appointment. when I visited and saw
disease as these fish are struggling. One day I went to bed of a
disease she suffered from breast cancer. She is a believer in
Christianity very young, twenty-seven new has this sick; you can imagine the
mental agony of her? Her hands always cold .
At the bottom of her bed to a fish; I told
her:
"Some people are asking for help in under her bed."
She opened her eyes real big and looked very surprised.
I asked her:
"Now learn this disease, she suffered very much hope
someone will save her sick all right?". She nodded, I
continued:
"The fish under the bed to know is it going to pan
very hot, feeling that its just her feelings now. she bear to Jesus to save
this fish? The fish are there for her rescue. She let view
".
Her red eyes (like crying). I've just
added:
"She found it saved us mind, when she was about
difficulties or accidents, will naturally have to save her people."
She was happy to take the fish go free birth. After that a university,
his friend Specialist Taichung to introduce the fish to help her free birth
...
Sometimes I tell patients: "Sell me this is not raw
fish pot".
Patients often say: "If doctors eat, I gave the
doctor".
I replied: "I'm vegetarian, not eating fish, I want
to buy these fish go free birth, free birth bring merit dedicate this to you,
hope you like the fish are also liberated, restore health, home soon healed
union members with their families. "
Usually patients have suffered too much pain or
experienced approached the door of birth and death are understood 'your
situation is like the fish'.
They often develop personal compassion to bring free
birth. the fish in mind liberating life can often make them feel happy, to
promote the love of their life, and life returns to refresh them more than
fish.
There is a young man walking down the street when midnight was stabbed in
the stomach dishonest wounded lying in the street collapsed. Then it is transported to
the hospital, the wound is too large, the error intestine, liver and bile also
injured. We midnight surgery to help him and then he has no home to go by so we
had to capture wound before surgery to prevent surgical cases have nothing to
trouble proof injured before ... (In our society today who is not at easy
thing!). This new British engagement soon, you can imagine the embarrassment,
anxiety fiancée of hearing not believe he was injured? The things we do in the
belly is not something nice, the Buddha told us of 'customary impurity', we can
visualize a try. If you get an engagement at abdominal wound image bloody splash lum give
people look, sure very few people will be engaged to
you!
There is a patient into hospital it for treatment of
bone, the upper legs are fitted with a metal tree through the bone and the
muscle is always the other side.
At the foot of a tree and pierced it.
You can Imagine the face and screams of people complained of pain at the
plant puts into the bone.
If that person is you then you can smile are not
we guess? You see the grill room at the night markets selling birds do not?
There are ten very common bird pierced the string dangling before a
counter. what causes suffering to other beings someday may happen to our bodies.
When that happens, then We feel extremely painful, a little bit
uncomfortable as well.
But we often bring this suffering to other beings
caused by an accident and see nothing happen. Think of the suffering of
sentient beings, and also consider long-term happiness, everyone please do not
do that anymore, to avoid 'Hý spared look goofy, intense bi enter hell' (happily
kill animal life then crying at the
hell).
A man suffering from cervical cancer each encounter
I cried. She was divorced and raising her children alone was miserable; new
elementary school kids, she is sick. Every day to day sadness
depression ... Actually, before that she was almost empty and healing; if she had been a
little intellectual life ... they can live happily. It can be cured from
cancer, but the pain in the center unless you use wisdom and hear it except not
all Buddhism. She was treated with radiation, with surgery, only missing one thing is
not visiting her for heart surgery Buddha. The surgery is most
effective surgery in the mind, to uproot the defilements and to her hard not to
hug trees every day afflictions which are thought Affliction tree wrapping her
tightly.
There is an old woman at the hospital fabric tape on
their eyes closed. When I open ice in the mind felt a pain! this old lady is very
gentle face, her eyelids were at it for cancer should be done so.
We think the time when using chopsticks to pick up the eyeballs of the
fish on the table? We try to think of Helen Keller, a great person deaf, dumb, and blind
wrote thus: ' If the eyes I was able to get only three days, just three
days ... '. We can in certain cases
would be lost eyes, yet still eyes at the back look east, look west and self I
was born depressed? Why do we not see the eyes of the Buddha of compassion?
Why not look toward that immeasurable glory? We often use precious eyes
to see garbage all around; garbage lace of others put in their hearts.
For long time, then the interior is like a fetid trash should be
separated from them purity of the Bodhisattva in customs. Please open your inner eye,
longer visible at people, look at the good of others, learn other people's
strengths; feel a little more, look more 'four' bran loyal customs' (four eyes
in the short sea specifically) of the Buddha Amitabha, look extremely beautiful
landscape of the world Sukhavati, and heart wide as the sea of
Bodhisattvas.
There is a cancer of the esophagus, respiratory
difficulties, to insert a tube from the nose to the lungs to help breathing and
a tube to put food into the stomach; that when she had to struggle to cough,
each ho was then torn stomach ache, whole body trembling with pain.
Her husband was heartbreaking to see such a sight not stand to run out
into the hallway and cried.
shopping Sometimes I see chickens hanging on
carcasses is so poor.
On the neck of the chicken also cut a hole for
hanging, very few people pity them the pain of it; but when people put a
breathing tube into her nose, a son, or your mother, you will oil the gut every
time they cough and breathing hard.
Having a job selling pork, he had lung cancer for a
while then died. I heard him tell his wife and child home when he was comatose for
several days not every province but screaming mouth and
said:
"Quick, quick to bring the pig liver hanging on the
wall away." Either:
"Quick, take away the pigs."
He just cried so much throughout the day, everyone
in the house afraid to erect hair but do not understand what he said.
At his death scene was very scary, he was so much suffering.
Since then his family knew of the causal retributive killing, when he
located the hospital had recommended that his home for Buddha, but they said in
his sadness, how such concepts are? The Amitabha Buddha has
great compassion heart to guide thoughts are ten titles at death of Dewachen
rebirth, but it was still healthy difficult to conceive as fascinated by the
world's love, let alone the nearly dead at the patient suffering torment,
torture, how can conceive!
May the teachings of the appearance of this disease
others have heard and drawn from experience to avoid similar suffering.
And pray also merit being wary of him he could leave the scene of
suffering and the Buddha to lead.
And also pray for them His birth was killed rely on
nectar of Dharma, open knots in our eyes, the concept Di Da, and western birth,
and the Buddhist Circuit.
Healthy people often do not sleep enough coal.
In hospitals there are too many tears, the pain lingered long!
The less number, are grilled on a bed and said alarm clock rang too
loud. The next number, throughout night fighting and tension with birth and
death. There is a person with cancer spread to the lower jaw and throat.
He can not swallow, respiratory problems, so doctors cut a hole in the
abdomen to insert the tube feeding into the stomach, and cut a hole in the neck
to assist breathing. We can eat the hole does not need to put food and breathing tube
inserted into the hole without the damage is very precious and very rewarding to
know Thanks!
A few days before his death, we can say that every
day a little bleeding, two or three days to re-bleeding; blood flowing from nose
and mouth, insert the breathing tube from being melted. The nurses and physicians
visual artist wanted to save him but could only stand on one side holding a bowl
to catch the blood flowing from his body, then gave him a blood transfusion
because my blood flowed from the spot he could not stop. For a time His blood
flowed to stick my entire self.
His eyes were bloodshot and swollen look awful
growing up. The next night we stayed and took care for his blood.
next morning must continue to find sick that I could ask a friend to
bring me change clothes.
Austria I could change his clothes but can not
change it! You know, every time he moves up a little bleeding more.
We must not stop to blood in him but also not as quick to flush blood
from his body; what medication is most effective; his body so any bleeding and
tortured him all day, all night.
It was want to close my eyes a gentle loss is not a
simple task!
From that I understand a little more about birth
and death, the shadows reflected on the Ganges River likely is his own shadow!
There is a 16-year-old brother is a student in the
class class; children who suffered from brain cancer. I had brain surgery four
times that three surgeries are conducted in the same year. Children in this hospital
for radiation therapy, bone of my brain is cut short a period to be very hollow
head to one side. May maintains that the lives and the opportunity to hear the Dhamma.
One day I received a thank you card sent by my father.
In it he said I asked him to write and hopefully if convenient, please
send me a Buddha to worship me.He was afraid to disturb
my guests flute, and as much as a new application reluctant Buddha.
I was moved to tears immediately went to appeal an Amitabha Buddha
statue for you. Mr Phong Nguyen, me too you should ask a nurse to bring him.
this nurse as she recounted to me from the bed, then sat up, because
almost half of the body movements should not be limp but very enthusiastic and
sense to go with Lord Buddha.
In such scenes, so she moved and said: "I was
healthy limbs but so far never meant to Lord Buddha, see you sincerely so, chalk
Match all his little strength to Lord Buddha, I was embarrassed.
"
When healthy people are walking to move, they
thought it was natural, rarely valued. healthy body time can not
be extended Hoai, the first paragraph as one might have lost mouth, throat,
lost, lost even to the brain.
Today we also have mouths we should learn the words
nice peaceful, and help each other advice, together faith recites things pink
list 'A Move Da Buddha. '
We do not know when it can take away the brain, use
it today to think of glory and compassion of the Buddha.
A in Da Phat. A in Da
Phat.
When I do interns and residents in the first year,
a night duty at the emergency room. middle of the night with a
blocked cardiac artery, had respiratory arrest and coma are not the province.
face and tongue has turned into color Purple breaks. detectors and blood test
results show that heart has been severely damaged; the experience of the
physician head of state milder disease who also does not save anymore let alone
the weight status as This should tell the house to be 'prepared'.
I just keep the Buddhist concept of common concern emergency patients.
Take all things but my blood pressure medication and how he measured, he
is still married I love and could not breathe. hurt his wife said to
me:
"People said he was injured and heaven help Virtue,
but why it did not he love me?".
"Good doctors find ways to save him, whether he
turned into 'vegetable', I also bear care for him. "
I feel that she is urging the new climate and
honest advice to her:
"At the big accident, to recite the Buddha's great
vow they hope to overcome."
She said: "How great vow".
I said, "Use your mind that even the great
vow."
She immediately said, "From now on we will couple
vegetarian and Buddhist concept; he was a teacher, when all disease can
propagate Buddhism."
I took her and her children each a rosary and said,
"Tonight you anxiously waiting in the emergency room is not very helpful, not by
bringing this restless mind settled down to recite a thousand titles Buddha
Amitabha, the Buddha for being, inconceivable Buddha's power.
We do our best to save him fried, because you said that Buddha, if all
of his life-he can rebirth in the Pure " . night the three of us
looked the doctor measuring electrodes measure the heart and blood and adjust
dosage from 7 pm to 3 pm.
One in three doctors coal is: "We live all night
for three people care for a person without measuring blood pressure "
(ie people without a motorcycle can not be yourself breathing.)
strange thing is that until about four in the morning, then his blood
pressure from from rising, he slowly regained consciousness. I immediately went to
inform his family. I was touched to see the house opened into a line sitting is a very
Buddhist concept faithfully.
Son he wrote on a sheet of paper: "Dear Pa, I'd
open three from the gentle eyes."
There was a young man visited him and blubbered as
I thought was his son.
The young man then said: "He was my teacher, before
he was in a substandard fall attics, use up to provide salary the students take
care of us. If no teacher is today without me, please doctor is bound to revive him.
" Words do not stop crying the next and then I knew he was selected as a
in 'ten teachers have the greatest compassion for students.' After he awakens to
continue to use the machine to help breathing for three more days.
At that time he began to recite the Buddha; outside the blocked artery
disease cardiomyopathy again he had a lung disease. finally healed and he
himself walked out of the hospital. After that he returned for
me to hospital in economic cooperation. The doctor via
electromyogram and heart test results Then he saw blood from health recovery
felt unable to imagine.
There is a very beautiful girl, before former
beauty queen at the school.
On the swelling had cancer grows almost by the
first three bunched up.
When I first met and saw her there with her
feelings as baby sitting on top. But she endured great
suffering, but also may think again. In this miserable time she
said to the Dharma, her coal is: "Oops, I hear too late!" . But if timely care is not
delayed. In such cases pain asked if others call heaven and earth, whereas she
could recite the Buddha.
She brought suffering turned into nectar of
compassion, sorrow changes into the virtual light bar food, her mind was relying
on the Buddha Amitabha.
She brought all of her assets to offer to people
about death and advised him of a.
Many shamans and joint ownership and also touched
her to recite the Buddha's compassion. One day she asked me to
take five hundred to buy flower seeds sown in front of the temple or Vihara
Buddha Recitation Pure Sugar Industry; when she said to worship the Buddha can
flower, with flowers blooming out Hoai to worship
Buddha.
We are healthy people but none as beautiful as her mind.
Perhaps you will say her face is ugly, no longer look as beautiful as it
once was, but think again we have in mind as beautiful as her?
She gave me the most precious necklace that her mother gave her before
and said, "Have your doctor complete sell this necklace and bring money in
business, offering three jewels ... how is arbitrary, as long is able to benefit
beings. " It is rare, while she endured countless sufferings that have been so
beautiful in mind, you have strength of the association are Buddhist or not?
Very much who visit her, she said: "I get sick is because of karma [the
evil things that I do at first], then you must visit me not to do evil, do good
work, always remember so, to know the food reserve in case of famine.
Mau new early Buddhist concept is not in vain my visit this time.
"
There is an old man eighty years old from lung
cancer in a nursing home. He said: "At five years old when his father died,
eight years old when her mother died, a lonely life until now had 80 years."
can be said that he had tasted enough of all the smell happiness,
sadness, isolation, united in life . So far old patient
suffering from severe back, to stay in bed all day. There is a pillow the
night he sat up talking to her self: "I want to go on, I want to go on"; very
mournful voice , but at the unsteady feet and fell back wounded.
Dental plaque in the mouth was full stick, per day charge nurse how much
strength to call his Father that he was certain not rub and said: "People want
to dead, rub the teeth to do anything anymore. " nearly two months he
refused to eat anything so nearly exhausted with hunger. It's really hard for me to
drugs and new food in his mouth, but he was not certain swallow and determined
to die.
After that great and did not control urination and
conditions; to urinate on the bed of sickness. He had no family in the
hospital who do not complete, has no duty to place next to linens bed and
dressing. After that clothing does not have the strength to wear that he will not
wear, just skin and bones so inert in bed. Because he refused to eat
so can only injection.
Hand since then all his needle to inject drugs or
draw blood. This is the suffering of old age. recommended his Buddhist
concept but a difficult concept, every time they see he has no pen to describe
all of the heartache this suffering. He has also healthy as we
do, go cantering has gradually climbed out non cross streams, as well as we had,
when starved, feeding, smiling as if a flower. But the waves of birth
Ganga's death a minute, a fraction that does not stop ... Our bodies can also houses
damaged and collapsed to live in older homes damaged, leaking rain very hard,
very difficult. If at that time we recite the Buddha, bring your mind to dwell in the
realms of the West a free, pure solid, at any time can move out very well
dignified. If sadness brain in house clothes torn, afraid of the future you will
also move to the house was damaged and leaking more than the current old,
eternal suffering!
There is an old patient, someone said he was 80
years old, someone said he was 90 years old. Looks like he is a former
professor of Beijing University, he looked very much like the intelligentsia.
He was not a patient under my treatment specialist.From the moment I met him
first when he was unconscious.
Each time the patient comes into the room I can
only term 'Amitabha Buddha Amitabha' into his ear. every two months so he has
not when there is a little reaction at all. At last he came to, with
little response and look at me, seemed like the best of 'Amitabha Buddha', but
no power to the sound concept.
hand he appointed seems like the hands, hands
together for healthy people is one thing very easy, but for him it was extremely
difficult. It is not leather at an early age he was also very soft pink or star ?
But the world is impermanent, rosy young fat will slowly turn into
getting that old phrase!
Looks like I brought the image of older people
pulled down to the bottom of the deep abyss, so may be too cruel or not?
But if not explicitly describe such people do not understand things in
the world , do not let go can not be happy in themselves. If not in the early
Buddhist concept was afraid that life will forever regret it
later!
Most people are about to die when breathing very
difficult. If you are in hospital, the doctor will insert a tube into the mouth or
nose into the trachea to the lungs wealth to sustain respiration. By the push of emergency
room nurse on duty frequently to monitor patients. have to use oxygen taken
into the nose to help patients breathe. All over the body can be
inserted anywhere into the well pipe are inserted into the tube, for example,
then put the tube into the urinary tract to catheterization, tube inserted into
his mouth to guide the food into the stomach, or nose, then insert the tube into
the lungs, only missing one thing is not what a tube to guide light light of the
Buddha Amitabha in the hearts of people. A room with a nurse on
duty ill (intensive care) is like a hell on earth. Perhaps this modern device
has saved many people, but lost out to patients, regardless of whether or not
heal are very afraid of hell, no one likes to be put in one more time!
At Treasure before prayers I used to think that the words Buddhist
bodhisattva beings do fear evil, deliberately to scare people say, what if there
are any burning hell, hell cutting blades, ... what is there suffering, very
scary, as are threatened people.
eve of the hospital I am very Buddha, they said
they would always say the truth, and also understand why the Buddha has many
times in business and vice reminding Treasure Bodhisattva wishes
are:
" Do not let them fall into
evil paths birth [even just] a night . " Certainly being qualified
to know the human suffering in
consequence of this application, do not let the evil beings fall into the
subject suffering a date night . " But normally we have to notice and understand this
compassion of the Buddha does not?
When the patient told me midnight, when I was very
tired and sleepy but woke up to go visit them, care, medication or treatment,
then see them born on the banks suffer birth and death, the sentence in Human
Sense Bat Dai consecutive trading is in the mind:
" Birth burning death, immeasurable suffering and distribution of excess
interest, all deacons, may take place for countless suffering beings, making
them the joy of birth to be fulfilled . "
But when he saw the visions of this oversized, ask
you to suffer in being you can do is not try to ask those suffering
told in the previous paragraph, you can replace them one night?
I do not talk 'replace' is too difficult, just on one side to comfort
the sick care continually few sleepless nights, all day and night, it was too
difficult then (usually you will feel the heavy, heart beating than before
...).
Except in the Buddhist practice of compassion out,
also need to have strong faith, may force large attendance, the Buddhist concept
is capable of out six paths of rebirth suffering. Damage that is not replace
suffer, just 'listening' time, sitting there all day from morning to night heard
people lament: "How do I format," "my house is suffering extremely," to let you
hear a 24 hours, several days continuously, you will understand.
After I 'hear' a time, one day when I thought Avalokitesvara
Bodhisattva, when I heard other people also thought "Male model from General
compassionate Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva ", listening to this question I
immediately have an infinite emotion, tears without
noticing.
It's true, do not talk to you instead of being subject to very hard,
just so you 'hear' the suffering that is associated boundless compassion of the
Bodhisattva. He made a vow to "listen to stories in the world suffering space ",
where any person to suffer immediately to save them immediately.
We compose your mind to recite the Bodhisattva, from the title of a
Bodhisattva is said to be infinite compassion of the Bodhisattva, the center
location inconceivably large he's
precious.
When the eyes I see the sadness, fear, terror of
dying, his ears heard countless cries distinct mortality at birth, return of
'infinite clarity and infinite life' of the Buddha Amitabha naturally filled
with tears again and feel compassion extremely close sympathy contained in the
title of Buddha Amitabha.
Then the Buddha Amitabha has long known the pain
sad darkness and fear of birth and death within our ordinary, so he launched
countless rays everywhere to save, not boring but being comforted.
He did not rest, do not 'take vacation! ', day and night, forever
aspiration never stop being in the relief of suffering of birth and death,
giving the salary bar at Dewachen issued to all beings. You notice that when the
rain for several consecutive days but the sun is not lost. Infinite Light Life is an
eternal source of compassion, endless shining, not insecure as losing clarity,
without the suffering of different birth mortality.
There was late at night, sleeping pills and
anti-pain medications are not valid anymore, I'm usually at the patient bedside
to help them recite the Buddha (actually have to say is 'bodhisattva patients'
help me to recite the Buddha, because otherwise have them on one side, I'm not
half so hard sleepless nights, waking up Buddhist concept). breath Reconcile the
Buddhist concept and language of patients, just thought while listening to each
sentence had a calm voice.
When drugs men no effect anymore, very sincerely
for help Buddha Amitabha has the strongest effect, body and mind can comfort the
patient's suffering; be an hour listening to it immediately upon being freed, if
peace which clearly hear every word every word, then the pain disappears in a
minute and fog at sunrise.
Buddha Amitabha as an electricity supply company
for free, just do not withdrawal will map out the electric plug is admitted
permanent energy source never stop this.
There is a cancer of the nose, here is the
introduction of special significance. Cancer has spread to her
breathing, she was new to a hospital, then I was in pain. One time time shortly
before her death, she found a vegetarian mind; she pulled my hand and said:
"Doctor, if the patient had no hope for cure, please let me come quickly to the
water of the Buddha Amitabha . "
She was from another hospital to our hospital for
radiation therapy. nasal cancer patient which is effectively healed very high value, just
detected early and treated early, are all sick, but she disease detected too
late. Since midnight her respiratory difficulties new people drove her to a
hospital we aid, but not saved.
That night I do not live at the hospital, until the
next morning at I came out she stopped breathing for a while and is considered
dead, the house is preparing to leave the hospital. Do not know why in the
emergency room nurse called me with the radio system of the hospital.
When I went to see her, feel very sad; me next to her ear and
said:
" In her short life has
endured so much suffering, but she was a child but her husband take care of it,
these things also worried she'd be worried then. Now she must let go
everything, she let me to recite Amitabha Buddha of the West and then follow his
World of Ultimate Bliss . "
I stayed next to her recite the Buddha and the
Buddha of compassion for life photography; at heart I felt it very clear every
verse of the Buddha are emitted from the bottom of my heart. It is strange that her
tears flowed every opportunity.
After that I asked the nurse in the emergency room
to see and say:
" On the medical side we say
that she has died, his breath was then the end, no heartbeat, no blood pressure,
all gone. But the Buddha said, because the dead are attachment, their
consciousness has not completely left the body, the average wait 8 hours later
separated from his body, so we must care for people near death or died
dignity . "
But now if you stopped breathing in the hospital,
most of whom are not for us to rest their bodies do not work, this
unfortunately. END=VIETNAMESE TRANSLATE ENGLISH BY BACH LIEN HOA.( TAM THANH.MHDT.19/4/2012.NAM MO SHAKYAMUNI BUDDHA.( 3 TIMES ).
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